What a life. Really. One of my very best friends said to me yesterday, "You have the most "life ADHD" of anyone I know." HA! Isn't that the truth!?
I've tried SO many things, and there have only been a couple of those things that I haven't enjoyed outrageously! How blessed is that?! I do change my mind a lot about things, but I guess I don't see that as a bad thing because I'm still headed somewhere. In fact, in about 2 years or so, I will have three college degrees (Lord willing)! I have met SO many people. I have learned to adapt to diverse crowds. I have friends in all sorts of places. I love that about my life, and I wouldn't trade it for the straight and solid path. My path has had lots of cracks, and a few giant potholes. But God has brought me through all of it for a reason, and I believe He will use every bit of it! So, thank you God for the broken and windy road.
It would be easier to not change my mind about things...but I'm happy that things turned out this way.
On a completely seperate note...I've been thinking about unconditional love a lot lately. I feel that the last several months of being broken down and in rough places (which I believe God brought me through for a reason), has deepened my heart to a new level. I've realized lots of pride and selfishness in my love in the past, and God has been filling in those black holes with His love. I find myself thinking about the ones I love with a renewed heart. Thanks God. :)
I'm learning to be content, and God is doing all the rest for me.
Loving you,
Alex.
